CHAOS.

apparently, i have a thing for Irish guys?

because i hooked up with yet another one last night at Brownie’s! haha, only this time he wasn’t a complete creep who brought me back to his dark, empty house and tried to have sex with me. this guy actually seems funny and cool and for that reason, i’ve texted him back all day and am gonna go out with him in Philly this week. why the fuck not? lol. he’s only in town for like another 3 weeks and i’m looking for some fun, what better way to get that then from a hot, irish guy?

on the job front.. i got offered a sales position that’d probably be a good choice in the company of a family friend. that is definitely something i’m thinking about. i also have an interview already at Delancey Street on Tuesday morning. i have been talking to lots of people about different jobs that may be able to hook me up. and Joey made me a resume tonight (he does this for a living now so this was a good idea, lol), and tomorrow i have a whole list of places i’m gonna go to to drop them off and see who’s hiring. wish me luck!!

anyway, i’m in havertown tonight. is it weird that sometimes i like to sleep at my mom’s? it makes me feel a little bit silly and immature considering i have my own place, but sometimes it’s nice. don’t get me wrong though, i LOVE living on my own!

g’night ;)

i am brave!

why may you ask? because i quit my terrible, hot, annoying job that i’ve hated for the past 9 months today!

did i completely fuck myself over? pretty much. luckily, with the exception of my rent which hopefully my dad is gonna pay for me this month, i have all my bills for august paid and taken care of. i have only a little bit of money left over from this though and still have NO idea how i’m gonna be able to afford folk fest :(

but regardless, i am really happy about this. chances are, i could still go back if i really need to, but i really am glad i never have to work there again. i was so beyond sick of the hours and my schedule constantly changing, it’s WAY TOO FUCKING HOT IN THERE ALL THE TIME, and worst of all, my boss has been a complete asshole to me on and off the entire time i’ve worked, but almost constantly in particular the past couple of weeks, which is ultimately why i decided to never go back at the end of my shift today.

hopefully, i will find something else asap. i’ve already applied to a few places online and there’s a bunch of others i plan on going to this week. joey also said he was gonna help me make a bangin’ resume` this week so that’ll help. i wanna barista again or do retail and if i could get a management position again, that’d be ideal till i eventually get done school.

ugh god, the freedom i feel mixed with anxiety. it feels so weirdly good.

lazy, hazy days of summer..

I’m doing a lot better than my last couple of entries.

finally getting over that stupid bullshit with getting involved with my ex again. not hooking up with anyone the past week and a half has actually helped. I think I’m going back to ‘taking a break from dudes’.. it’s so much easier. we’ll see.

I’ve just been working a lot this week and hanging out. work has been so annoying and stressful. my boss has been more of an ass than usual and my work schedule keeps changing like every other day. we just got a new girl who actually seems competent and like she’ll stick around so hopefully I’ll be getting like all day shifts now. I’ll find out tonight or tomorrow what my schedules gonna be like this week.

anyway, nothing really new to report. I wish I was in the poconos right now with some of my friends, but didn’t go because I’m broke and have a lot of errands. I’m just lounging at my moms today doing laundry, about to go out to dinner. I’m basically rambling about like nothing though so I’ll write again soon when I have interesting things to write about.

WHEN I APOLOGIZE TO MY BEST FRIEND FOR A ROUGH NIGHT

howdoiputthisgently:

my life, lol. got angry-drunk for the first time in awhile on Wednesday and this is pretty much how it went, haha.

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